Friday 21 April 2023

It's Been A While - An Update


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Where to start?

I feel like I have done this a few times in recent times, I have had to have a break from blogging due to health issues and then when I feel like I can come back to it slowly and in my own time, something else happens, I become sicker or life happens and before I know it, months have passed. 

My health hasn't been great in recent months, I have had numerous kidney infections, Strep A, then secondary Strep A, Strep IGAS, quite a few chest infections, plus yet more diagnoses, so it's been a lot. But surprisingly that hasn't been the worst of things, which might give you an insight into just how awful things have been. 

I am not going to go into huge detail today, as this is very private and very personal but for the last few months, well, almost a year, things have not been good, I haven't been good, and my whole family haven't been good. We've been dealing with what I can only describe as the most horrific time of my life, and my family's life too, dealing with something I never considered we would ever have to deal with, and I am so sorry if this is cryptic, but I literally cannot talk about it in detail, I possibly will be able to go into more detail one day, but at the moment I can't. 

I didn't really realise how much things have affected me until I realised I have become someone I don't really recognise. I'm not me, I don't want to do anything or go anywhere. I haven't written my blog or made videos for my Instagram account for such a long time either, something I enjoy doing when I am able to. I haven't done a lot of things, I have been quite insular and quiet, not really speaking to anyone, and not making plans, and I feel so bad for that, I didn't realise I was doing it, maybe I was just too consumed by other things, other really horrendous things. 

Moving forward...

One thing I do like doing is, writing my blog, I like to create the videos I share on Instagram and I really want to get back into doing both of those things.   There are some nice things I want to share with you, nice news, some new products I have been trying out and some things I have bought recently too. So I suppose that's a start to writing my blog again, baby steps so they say. 


I am sorry to those of you who actually do like reading my blog or enjoy my video's on Instagram, and I hope now I can get back into things at my own pace, my health and mental health have taken a battering and it's not going to be easy, but when I feel I can chat to my laptop like I'm doing now, I shall do. If you're not following my Instagram account, you can do so by clicking this link.

To my friends who may read this, I am so sorry if I have neglected you at times, I appreciate you more than you know and love you so much, you know who you are. 

Thank you for reading, I'll see you soon...



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